我也不想这样。。。
I was really hurt when i read my best friend's reply, wasn't able to sleep last night.Yes, perhaps I am partially at fault; agreed to be her 姐妹 on her wedding day but i just told her i will be flying off to Europe.
I know any explanation will be an excuse but i just need a channel to say something so i turned to my long abandoned BLOG.
On the day she asked me to be her 姐妹，i agreed immediately. Even tho there will be many strangers as her 姐妹 and knowing I will feel uncomfortable, it was not an issue because I want to be part of it!
However, at that point of time, my main concern was that my family was planning for Europe trip during end oct but because of the wedding, i postponed it to Nov.
不知道是不是在开我玩笑。。。
When settling for the trip, the departure dates of the tour are all totally off. Travel agents said the transition period from Oct - Nov is low season so they have hardly have any tour departing. To make things worse, it has to fit sis & my work schedule.... The only viable departing day is 27 Oct, but both sis & I were very hesistant as it clashes with each of our best friend's wedding as we are in the 姐妹团！
I spent the next few days running to all travel agencies searching for alternatives but there were none.
Next option, to postpone the trip till end Nov. It was not our initial plan as it will be too cold, I can't stand the cold. Prior to this, my colleague and I are both travelling in Nov and she is kind enough to accomodate to my timing so our arrangement is: I will travel early Nov and she will travel end Nov. Upon checking with her, she has booked the air ticket and both of us can't apply leave at the same time. I am totally LOST!!!
Sis said she will not attend her friend's wedding so she is ok with flying off on 27, now everyone is waiting for my answer. This gave me sleepless nights,我真的不知道该怎么做？
做了个决定。。。
In the end, I made a painful decision, to go ahead with the tour.
Once decision made, I informed her immediately and her reply hurts.
I know she is disappointed with me but I thought she would understand me.
She is my best friend, I will forgo anything for her. Of course, I want to be present on her BIG DAY to share her joy.
Sis made a sacrifice by not attending the wedding and I succumb to family commitments, we have been planning for this trip for the past 2 years.
我希望我能分身，但是我做不到！
难道我的决定是错的？不管我做什么决定，都会是错的。。。。我根本没有两全其美的决定。
这件事会怎么影响我们的友情，我不敢去想。
现在的我，心很痛，谁能了解？
Sweet Candies....
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Thursday, December 08, 2011
SCV cancelled
Dad came to me with SCV bill and said that was the last bill he is going to pay, in future I will have to pay it myself. $46 a month, I don't want to pay that....
After thinking for 2 days, I have decided to cancel it. Anyway, I hardly sit on front of my TV now, only during meals or when I am too bored. Most of the time, I will be sitting in front of my computer drama-ing.
December is here, a festive season. A valid "excuse" to go shopping and to eat!
Sweet Candies....
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Monday, November 21, 2011
昨晚，临睡前想起我最好的3个朋友。 想着那些有欢笑，有泪水的日子；好想好想她们3个。
好朋友，好姐妹，是一辈子的，不是吗？
虽然，不管因为什么原因没见面，彼此心里有彼此就够了。。。
她们，每时每刻都在我心中。
Sweet Candies....
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Monday, November 14, 2011
Wow, the last time i blogged was July... Yesterday before bedtime, i suddenly remembered I have a blog! So, first thing I stepped into office, I decided to write on my blog.
Nothing interesting in life to update. Only my daily routine: Work, watch drama and sleep haa
Sweet Candies....
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011
On 14 July 2011, it marks the end of the "Harry Potter" series...
A clean ending, but somehow, i felt lost, no more Harry Potter to look forward to? Perhaps they can start thinking of new plots....
Time for lunch, Thai food at Sunshine Plaza!
Sweet Candies....
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Friday, April 15, 2011
It is already mid-Apr of 2011, other than working, nothing interesting....
After the crisis of Japan, I have cancelled my Japan trip, agency refunded the deposit too. So, in May, I am flying to Hong Kong, Yeah. The last time I have been to HK was when I was 5, totally no recollections of HK. I hope I can have fun there: DisneyLand, Shopping & Food here I come!!!
Everyday, I feel so tired at work, more and more things to do... I will hang on for the sake of my students :) I am working so hard for my students, NOT Kaplan! My students have finished their exams and results should be out anytime, I hope they can pass. Whenever, it is exam period, I realised I m more 紧张 than they were.
6 days later, I can see my 宝贝 :)
Sweet Candies....
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Tuesday, March 08, 2011
Blogging away in the office early in the morning. Raining outside and I m drinking hot coffee with Super Junior's songs playing on my mobile. Finally, the busy week is over... No longer having to leave work at nearly 9pm with overflowing workload. Back to normal, trying to leave at 6pm everyday.
Woohoo, I wanna share my excitement of JJ's concert on 5 Mar!!!! As I put in my facebook, "9年了，我最爱的始终还是林俊杰". On that night of his concert, one word "SUPERB". I am always looking forward to his new album and next concert!!!!!
